Fxxk

Damn >.<
my laptop are broken..
so unlucky...
FxxK...
i very hate lo..
cant write blog...
my facebook, friendster....
i will very less online at no laptop period...
so sori every visitor..
cant share my feel to all..
i will try my best to update my blog..
thank everyone..

表达自己的内心...

我不知要如何表达自己的内心...
看着你我照片...
心好痛...
好想一切都回来...

我努力的习惯 一个人的夜晚
只是想起你 就会孤单
回忆像一碗热汤 想念那么滚烫
只想要取暖 却狠狠被烫伤

以为幸福 值得勇敢
可惜 最后还是走散
放手说真的不难
心碎 该怎么计算

要搬过几个地方
换几个伴 才到对的人身旁
寂寞的房 灯光别开得太亮
到夜晚更无处躲藏
要搬到什么地方
有谁陪伴 才决定停止流浪
寂寞的房 装满出租的渴望
太冰冷的墙 爱永远没有回答

我倒在沙发上 闭上眼更害怕
只剩下电视陪着我说话
你有没有听到 门铃好像在响

我希望门外按铃的人是"你"

"说一千篇我爱你"

每当听到熟悉你我的歌...
我的心情变得好忧郁...
眼睛开始湿了...
我的脑子都会不知觉得回想到从前一起时候...
一起做的一切...
好怀念...
好回味...
之前的恋爱的感觉...
真的让我的心好温暖...
谢谢你们...
让我这样的幸福过...
从小到现在...
没被人爱过的我...除了亲人...
认识你们后...
才认识爱...
后来才知道爱原来是那么的温暖的...
好想一辈子都能拥有这种感觉...
但可惜...
爱已走远了...
也让我们变得好陌生好生疏...
我好不想结局会变得这样...
只想简单的做回有说有笑的朋友...
就已经够了...
一点距离也没有...

RuSh TimE

Haiz..today so terrible lo..
morning early go to lecture class..
but haven sit warm my chair..
i ady must quickly go b do my presentation..
because not a powerpoint oni..
hear my fren said also wan a point form and the news to let teachers see...
but..i haven do it...
''cham'' lo
so must quickly go b think idea to type lo...
so rush lo...
lucky at the time i ady done it and let the teacher see...
watever something point wan redo it..
but...i ady happy lo..
1st time done it at rush time...
so funny...
haha..
now feeling relax abit...
and 2moro test..
i think i will die lo...
haven revision...
bless 2moro sit my beside ppl can let me copy she answer..
and the answer sure be true wan lo...
wakaka~~

DreAm

Just now wake up...
done my individual presentation...
from the internet...
search long time...
finally find it a powerpoint suit my title...
don know teacher accept it a not@@
if reject i will crazy...
my title is...
''alcohol effect''
feel it very hard to present...
hopes tomorrow can safe to pass...


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now ady 1.32 a.m..
boring and raining day again..
yesterday very soon past...
recall yesterday the whole day...
don know yesterday i ady do what...
likes dream...
just remember when i present BM...
so nervous and a little bit stutter...
but..
anyway tis is my 1st time got early prepare wan...
at tis time presentation i give myself 60 mark...
ady ok wan...
hopes next time presentation...
i will bring the best present at my presentation...
that time i will prepare it more better...
plus oil**MYSELF...

AccIdeNtaL

Accidental go inside the popular bookshop...

accidental saw a book about the love..

the book cover is so nice..

that are so meaning book...

attract me open to see..

unclear i at there see the book almost half hour..

at the inside got many love knowledge are i don know...

let me learn many and understand many...

i remember inside got one wisdom..

that are write a chinese...

''每段感情，

都是幸福的记号。

爱，

没有捷径，

也不会有绝境，

只要看清路标，

做出选择，

就能通往幸福。''

this is my understand on today...

even ady break up...

but ur past lover ady at u happiness mark up...

NeW CloThes**

NiCe BoH?





Not enough to write the blog...

kaka^^

today i got many thing wan write on my blog..
haha...

today morning go ipoh parade again..

for buy clothes ...

when my aunt wedding wear..

the clothes is so nice..

but the price no nice...

RM 130.2o...

i feel have been duped...

got little bit regret...

watever ady buy le..

don said regret or not leh==''

share with anyone the new clothes^^

Bm PreSentAtioN

Haha..finally prepare done my BM presentation...
can online le..kaka^^
hu..now final can relax a bit lo..
just now wan think many malay word...
let my brain so ''lag''
because so long time not use malay...
haiz..
brain almost rust lo..
but watever la..
ady done lo..
feel so good lo..
so long time not got tis feel le..
haha...
because i always no done the homework lo..
once also no..
tis is my secret lo..
xu...don tell anyone know plz XD

damn day@@

Thinking**





waiting**



Today are boring and blank day==''
haiz...
morning wan go b grandma house but raining again...
let me cant go b...
alone at the empty room ...
just can see the four face wall...
don know can do wat..
think wan do assigment...
but no idea...
so terrible...
besides...also got many presentation are waiting me prepare...
don know at the due date...
i can pass up wat to the teacher...
so headache..
who can help me??
plz... orz

**We Hope**

Just now i watch a love movie..
that intro word are got very meaning wan...
so i wan share with everyone...

''To us love is full of hopes...
we hope our lover can sing for us...
we hope to meet the one...
we hope to love more than one person...
we hope love can have a probation period...
we hope love can keep promise...
But...
the bigger the expectation...
the bigger the disappointment...''

that are very likes love poem...
i very like it...
because it can told our...
[What is the love hopes]

NiCe Day

After raining**



Today about six o'clock raining again..
so sien...
fear get wet in the rain...
but...
fortunately...
when i go out to school the rain are stopped...
at the go to school road..
i got saw the sky got rainbow..
that are so beautiful after raining...
it appear at my eyes..
then...
i tempted snap a photo...
but no clear got a bit fuzzy..
but watever that also can see a little bit a rainbow shadow...
Another...
by the way i hopes my friends ''hui cheng''
Happy birthday**
lucky always**

My SouL

Today raininig day...
likes me mood..
suddenly my heart very confused..
all everything are past are appear at my mind..
let me remind everything with 'she'..
plz..don likes this treat me..
i very miss her now..
my mood now are so down...
don know can do what now..
just can listen the song and face the laptop online...
but the brain are blank wan..
just got body work oni...
my soul likes ady go out...
don anything are no use my mind..
just go do it..
Even write blog also...

***Every raining day likes my Lovesickness recurrence***

Thank u Help

**ThiS iS MiNe**

Today morning go b my grandma house..

haha...take a big bag stinky clothes and bring the three' maid ' go b..

the three maid are''carot,sakai&部长''lo..

them three go my grandma house will help me to do the housework..

haha..this is my ask them help..

because my aunt this month will marriage so want help to clean the house..

them are so kind very gladness help me do the housework..

today is very grateful them for help lo..

haha..

let my grandma house look very neat lo~~

thank u all..my friends..

next time treat u all meal~

and other i also got take new photo..

haha..

so loveself^^

##LOVE##

**lover**
i don have..
very envy friends got lover love and warm..
actually..
in my heart..
i also want a lover..
but..
i inability..
cant let the past lover happiness..
from i know wat is the love until nw...
each girl i will pay out my heart to love them and give them warm...
and no casual said break..
i really very hate break up..
tat let my heart very pain..
and difficulty breathing..
although i very hate break up..
but..
the ''break up'' tat word still appear at my feelings..
final every girl will break up with me..
i don know..
that are what happening..
or tat is curse o not??
i really very love them at the past..
now also love!!!

++relax++

Haha..today finally complete my math assigment..
so relax^^
cant said complete lo..must said is copy right..
haha..
last minute do the assigment so nervous lo..
scare cant complete it and pass up at the limit time..
so no choice and then copy another fren de lo...
at the time do it..my brain is blank..nothing can think..
so blur wan..
so worse..
haiz..
but anywhere i ady finish it..
don need worry le..
my heart are feeling very light~~
so happy and relax-ing^^
YEAH!!!

**SICK**

Today i so pity lo..
from morning lecture class start...
i ady feeling unwell le...
at the lecture hall aircon are open very low temperature..
my body are feel very cold lo..
let me cant concentrate when the lecture teaching..
let me got sleepy@@
after class..i straightway go b the hostel rest even fren call go to lunch also not join...
rest until 6 pm more wake up..
when i wake up i found i sleep over and skip the B.M class..
nw my throat very pain and got little bit fever..
let the brain so blur wan..
i ady drink many water but no effect lo..
just nw cycle go out buy the 100 plus drink and the panadol eat..
feel got little fine le..
after finish this blog i wan rest lo..

haiz..
today is hard and so bad luck...
hope tomorrow i can be fully recoverd fine and strong..
**Good Night**

**clubbing**

**After go out**

**Before go out**

Wakao..yesterday 1st time go clubbing...
so excited lo..haha..

also take many photo..

wakaka..

at there so dark but got many colour spotlight..

so me eyes so confuse lo..

there got many beauty and handsome lo..

not have take their number lo..so pity..

haiz..

haha..but anyway there atmosphere are so high lo^^

many ppl at there dance and drink the beer..

i also one of them lo..

at there i ady drink almost 5 bottle beer @@

this is my 1st time drink many beer lo..

let me so drunk and blur blur le..

feel whole body so light likes can fly wan..

haha..

the feeling are so high and happy lo..

let the trouble and sad throw away far far..

let me live at happy condition..

no more the sad n many many bad things appear at my mind..

hope next time can go pub again..

let me blur again..

i love beer!!!