2014

2014 achievement 

Play hard work hard
Find a job
Be thoughtful
Quit

Hopefully it's will work
Focus these target and go
Believe my destiny
Believe myself
Believe everything
Dont bother too much
Let go whatever not longer belong to me
Forcing doesn't make it work and longer
Follow fate
Follow heart
Follow time

It will be more relaxing and freedom

My mind not under control and become insane
Keep care alot of extra
Even something I wish can give whatever you want in your palm
But i rather have someone more mature more capable bring you away

13/8/2013

This year i had met you second time
So glad to heard you can come back singapore
Atleast can see you
And get to know your currently is good or bad
This time heard you come singapore for a jobs
but unfortunately  you cannot get a job during the period of staying here
I was feel sorry and worry you
Sad because i plan to bring you go M'sia play around and maybe can help me celebrate my birthday
but you have to go back early so the plan are canceled

Worry because scared you not able used to it here working environment
might will let you feel stress and unhappy

Now you've decide what exactly you want
I also assent you working at there is better than here
since there is your home and family there
To you i think is good for you and your
family

I believe soon you will get a good jobs

But now you get a job
Don't confused
Just focus what you should to do
don't distraction by other thing's
I hopes you understand 
Once you decide what you want
Just be patient to continue it
It will be good for you

Fighting and look forward
Work with your passion
In future then plan others

Silly
All the best for you!!!

Life is short, break the Rules!!!

Latest post in Feb

Since that days joins to army from now
it was like almost have quiet long time never touch my blog already
hmm...near 2 month plus
I think so
Take this opportunity to express my this two months happening
Everytime come out from camp
It was so exhausted
Everyday wake up early
Everyday having physical training
Everyday energy likes going using over
Every night went back to bunk and not much time to do my stuff
Straight away going sleep

Everyday doing the same physical exercise
let me feel like cannot take it anymore
Everyday came back home
I will fall asleep easily
And will slept like a pig
Someone try to wake me up
But still not work
I think go through this series of army life
It's make my everything's 
From inner to outside slowly to changing
Behaviour,Attitude,thought,Disciplin
Until now have slightly going difference
Compare with before
It like going better

Althought the army life is exhausting and harder
But as long as i not give up easily 
I still have a bit hopes to achieve my dreams
Everyday i'm will telling myself everything's i can do it
And keep pushing myself look's forward
No matter result is what
At least i had try my best 

Since yesterday having the physical test
Heard my result
Now i knowing everything's what i had do in previously
why i put a lot effort on it in previously
How many perspiration i wasted 
It really really worth to me
Because in the test i get the Gold
It was my dreams
I was so excited and happy
I will keep carry on to put more effort to further more and high

Step by step reached this stage
I had get my diploma certification
Officially completed my studies
Now is time put fully concentrate on the army life
Not worried other thing's else
Let myself totally changing 
As good as possible
Be a better and strong man

After finished National Services 
I just want to fulfill commitment was giving to you by me
If after two years we still remember each other or know each other
And if the moment both of us still single...

Do you know
I miss you now
Just wanna to see you
But inside the camp
i control myself and emotion
And work hard to fight for our future
HAN 

If the moment we still can meet each other at the corner, i will holding your hand and said i love you <3 br="">

13/1/2013

Few week have not blogging my spaces
Because every time book out from the camp
I was really so exhausted 
Reached home is quite lazy to on my lappy
Even want blogging
Also don't want energy
Evey moment come out from camp
Since aboard to any transportation
I will fall asleep soon
Body and mind really uncontrollable
Maybe i need more time to recover myself
Seriously, 
Training in the camp is fun and entertain
But the one i don't like is too much activity 
Let me feel like no time to take a break 
Every activity is like non-stop 
After finish this and carry on to next activity
It might i not used yet

Later on need to book in 
Until now still feel sleepy 
some more Sore throat
This is a point 
So suffer and painful
Drink or eat also cannot
When swallow any drink and food 
Is so hard 


Hopefully can get well soon
This is my Sick week
No matter how
I also need to carry on
To be more strong and thoughtful

Don't cause have some problem and give up
I love my life
Even have slightly not perfect
But if have perseverance
Everything's wont not to beat you down easier

Every element around you
If you use a special eyes view to see 'that's' value 
You will realize
It have more people is helpless and pity than you
So right now you have to grateful currently what you have 
Don't too greedy and insist 
Strive to make progress

Everytime's i look at the sky, there have alot of airplane pass by from my camp and i was wonder when you will back here and when we can meet up again*

Merry Christmas

Hello Everyone's
Active my blogging 
Hand so itchy 
Long time didn't blogging
And sharing my feeling here

Today is a Christmas day
I believe everyone's is so excited and happiness
Including me
In this special festival
Also my 1st book out day's 
All stick together have fun and celebration it
Well
I'm the one too
I was thank have a day called Christmas
Because this is a days let me get out from camp
Steps out the places
Took a fresh air 
Looks around the atmosphere of Christmas carefully
Enjoying at that
Feeling is so good 
Maybe i stay inside the camp too long
I have no time to come out to look around
When i step out from the front of camp
Everything's is so fresh to me
And i love it


Since from the 1st days in army until now
That have 11 days already
Feel like time fly too fast
Unconsciousness i passed the 11 day's

So now talk about
What i doing in the army in these days
Hmm
Everyday woke up at 5 AM o'clock
Work out whole day until around  PM o'clock
This is so sick
Even the tast is so tough and tiring to me
But in the army
I have no choices
I have to follow the rules and obey the orders
As long as i have used it
But sometime it may let me feel exhausted
Because everyday's i needs to use alot of energy at that

But now i have starts to changes my mind set
And accept it 
Since i was here and need to staying 2 years
So within this 2 years i need to improve and achieve certain thing's
Before i left there
Think the good for myself
I have to be a best
Puts alot of effort and try to learns more and more's

Now i can feel i really have gain certain thing's in army
So from now 
Start to planning my next steps of life's
And look forward to 2013 with a possible thought
This is my destiny
I have responsibility and rights
To catches it by my own
Never say give up
Stay happy and go
YOU TOO SILLY

Merry Christmas to you =)

See you soon

Tomorrow will be my big days
The process of transforming ah boys to men
Sounds so serious 
Maybe should take out responsibility and spirit
To look forward in the camp already

Two years serving NS
May waste time
But from other angle to look upon
It will be more meaning
I should see it and enjoy the process from now
Not try to avoid
Be a real men in future

This is my mission 
Since i wanna get a PR
It will be under my expectation
For my future can get a better life
I should do that
No matter my wife is black or white
I just want to give her good life
This is my purpose to get PR here
My sense tell me i will stay here to develop my career 
 Maybe I will meet her at here
Since i plans to continue to studying
Everything's just hope so far so good
Until now

I have never giving up my dreams
Keep in touch
Fighting!!!
Christmas i may book out already 
I will looking for her
If she still were here

BYE my blogger 
See yours when i free and blogging again

P.s :
Everyday's just want to remember
No matter how bad days you have
Just try to smile and forget it
Every moment treat it with smile
Everything's will be smoothly too
No blaming people treat you not enough good
You should know what are you doing now
Look forward and live happiness
All the blast!!!

Tomorrow morning 9 need to go Tanah merah
Going sleep right now 
Bye =) 
See you soon...

Merry Christmas Silly  =)

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Last time we meet each other
Last time saw her smiling face
Last time closer her
Last movie we watching
Last moment we walking together
Last sentence we talk with each other

Ending is silently going back by each other

I'm trying to fight more of time for us
But it doesn't work
Okay...i'm not forcing anymore
She keep rejected
I have to follow
That's mean i have nothing to said anymore
Just thought have chances stay there have a whole night time to express something's to her
But now i think that's not necessary anymore
She may not want to listen it
May feel annoying
By the ways,
Just hope she could have a job earlier
Solve her problem quickly
Even i really not too clear your thing's
Although happening this thing's
I think someone will help her soon
I didn't mention the people

Besides i have no right to said
I'm not the one concerned by her
Maybe
After movie
Just realize the story situation
Is quiet similar like a reality of mine
It's a coincidence?
Or trying to hint me
Is time to...

I really not dare to think further more
Since she walk out from my eyesight
And the moment she aboard the train
I really have lose everything's
Just not brave to seeing she leaving
I just have a moment and memories with her
Just enough
Really enough
To me
I not greed to have the thing's are not belong to me
Bless her happiness
Happiest thing's is look at yours love found a true happiness
She happy i happy too
We might no chances anymore
Pham thi phuong han (yan) all the best in ur future
I believe you can do it !!!
Good luck
Hope her can know this

Do you still rmb 1st time we meet?



Goodbye...2012 This year we have our fate to meet each other and have a good time...i really glad to had it...but good moment usually does not last long...in today 10 DEC 2012 is our fate to separate...

Thanks for the gift and last ticket stub will accompany besides me all the time when i miss you  =' )