Sorry...

Remaining 48day's ...why i'm so mind to keep remind how many day's i left...because that's was a day's we will seperate to different parts of the world...I really fear and nervous we cannot meet each other anymore...i'm here apologize to you..this few days I really had bad emotional ...even though you trying to make a joke to let cheer me up...but i'm trying and trying...but my hearts didn't have any mood to wanna smiling...sorry...Han...seriously,i not dare to told you everything's through my mouth...worried after know the truth you will far away from me...Maybe i not that's good enough and capability to gave your any promise any happiness at now...but...gave me few year..i can did it!!! Currently i just hope can see your smiling face and received your any single message in the next continue day's then to me good enough already..Time up. don't move!!! This was what i hopes. I want to treasure any moment and stay with you as much as possible...memories forever and ever...Han or Hao? To me have Han beside me..motivate me...that's much pretty good in my life. Don't feel regret...I'm willing !!! Do u heard me ?

Han...

Hey today feel free coming to update my blogger awhile...recently i was worried like a mad...I couldn't received any message from her...maybe she went back her hometown or going china,It drives me everyday insomnia and going crazy soon...really don't know what should to do...make me thinking too much.The feeling like someone were important to you...suddenly the people is like disappear on your life...you're afraid to lost and forever couldn't see each other anymore...I have a strange feeling or habits? Even now i also not too sure what is that's...everything's is judge by my heart following by my heart to go though...if my heartbeat is increasing rapidly that's mean you position inside my heart is most important...i have no choice to changing...because this's my true feeling and natural responding. Just sometime replying me even is only one message...At least can conform my heart going to clam down let me feel better...don't let me feel very hard to breathing...i was tired. These day you not around here...i just can keep working to reduce to thinking too much...i'm not to blaming you...just wanna you know i'm really care about u... Do you know i'm waiting you? Han...