Heard My Heart

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Day by day

Wed Aug 16 1AM
 the day was really meaningful and awesome...morning have been get a good news and inform by top management ...my appeal finally get to approval!!! I can putting down a heavy burden from my heart already..since i was caught by consider cheating until now...i'm damn worried about that case...even though cannot sleep well and insomnia..now feeling feel good and just wanna relax awhile and continues carry on fighting my study. Hopefully everything's will be alright.

That's day to me so unforgetful .. we're crazy during midnight..we have home can slept but we choose overnight at outside..this kind of action really let people hard to get what we want and speechless. Anyway i'm really enjoying so much but someone looks like a vampire so pale and exhausted..but she still don't willing to get back home and said wanna 'gong tong jin tui' with me and said cannot leave me alone. Even though how i persuade her and push her go back...but she still stubborn at there ignore what i saying to her..look at she so determine i have no ways to reject her..That time we sharing our past story and comfort each other..
every ours conversation sound so funny make us laughing non stop...
during our chatting weather is changing so fast suddenly feel so windy make us wanna freezing. 
Even have strong windy it's never break down our chatting. We still can chatting until forgetting the whole world just only have both of us...sound so overstate sia.. I'm not feel cold anymore, inside my heart was warming because have her beside me.
i have to said she's really is a silly girl =)  

today we have share a lot of thing's ...
hopefully you can get what i mean...
just wanna told u...
I Like You From Now


TEE-HEE =)

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Officially 21st =)




Huat Huat Huat!!! Re-active my small small space for store my small small secrettssssss..

Cleaning and Active processing...

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Few days ago..i'm officially 21 year old..what does mean 21? The stages be a real adults. Stages for considering to grew up and facing problem alone.don't depending on parent anymore..  Is time to thinking probably and planning future wisely. I'm curious how to be a real man should need be mature and more independent...everything's can handle by own. But now my condition is i'm still dragging my stupid mood on this year..How many per cent i have chances to changes my childish mind and playful action to greet my new life from this year as fast as possible? Do i have time to reborn to refreshing everything's on my mind? Everything's started from new, forget past look forward my journey. I don't willing let people look down at me...but i don't have any motivation to drive me to go forward..doesn't have patient and concentrate to focus on my studies..sometime i will advise people how to do...but i'm don't know.. talk forever is easier to take a action is so complicated ...i was fear i couldn't achieve what i want in future..suddenly i'm lost my ways...Lot of problems try to looking for me...Specially is tomorrow problems..giving me a heavy burden and pressure..finally tomorrow can get the answer from admin...hopefully can be appeal successful...i really don't so much time to waste.

Recently i have a closer friends...she's Vietnamese...Name phoebe...however we're from difference country have bit difference culture..but that's doesn't matter to us... we have endless of topic to talk with each other. The point is we using English inside our conversation..even though we have a broken English.. Everytime we meet up each other have to chit-chit non stop. Haha..I was glad have her besides me supporting me and make me cheer everyday when we were stick together. Honestly , i have special feeling with her..but i really to dare to told her...scared our relationship to good become worst. I have no idea what should to do..to me she really is a good girl..hmm..my mind sudden pop out the words can suit to describe her..she's blur,humorous,independent, mature, pretty, kind, cheerful, playful, naughty and bla bla bla...at the moment don't know need to use how long describe character she had ..she really have a lot of weird action or behavior let me surprise and shocked..sometimes i was speechless with her..keep disturb me when she's free...but i do let her disturb me.. If i have chances and possible please giving me  years to fighting my career and  take care of u...did u willing to waiting of me ? YES I DO 

!!Just imagine !!..haha... This my secret your must help me keep it =) This my 21st  birthday wishes!