Huat Huat Huat!!! Re-active my small small space for store my small small secrettssssss..
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Few days ago..i'm officially 21 year old..what does mean 21? The stages be a real adults. Stages for considering to grew up and facing problem alone.don't depending on parent anymore.. Is time to thinking probably and planning future wisely. I'm curious how to be a real man should need be mature and more independent...everything's can handle by own. But now my condition is i'm still dragging my stupid mood on this year..How many per cent i have chances to changes my childish mind and playful action to greet my new life from this year as fast as possible? Do i have time to reborn to refreshing everything's on my mind? Everything's started from new, forget past look forward my journey. I don't willing let people look down at me...but i don't have any motivation to drive me to go forward..doesn't have patient and concentrate to focus on my studies..sometime i will advise people how to do...but i'm don't know.. talk forever is easier to take a action is so complicated ...i was fear i couldn't achieve what i want in future..suddenly i'm lost my ways...Lot of problems try to looking for me...Specially is tomorrow problems..giving me a heavy burden and pressure..finally tomorrow can get the answer from admin...hopefully can be appeal successful...i really don't so much time to waste.
Recently i have a closer friends...she's Vietnamese...Name phoebe...however we're from difference country have bit difference culture..but that's doesn't matter to us... we have endless of topic to talk with each other. The point is we using English inside our conversation..even though we have a broken English.. Everytime we meet up each other have to chit-chit non stop. Haha..I was glad have her besides me supporting me and make me cheer everyday when we were stick together. Honestly , i have special feeling with her..but i really to dare to told her...scared our relationship to good become worst. I have no idea what should to do..to me she really is a good girl..hmm..my mind sudden pop out the words can suit to describe her..she's blur,humorous，independent, mature, pretty, kind, cheerful, playful, naughty and bla bla bla...at the moment don't know need to use how long describe character she had ..she really have a lot of weird action or behavior let me surprise and shocked..sometimes i was speechless with her..keep disturb me when she's free...but i do let her disturb me.. If i have chances and possible please giving me years to fighting my career and take care of u...did u willing to waiting of me ? YES I DO
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