Oct 6 2012

Oct 6 2012 

A day i awake from scary dream relating with you...I hate this...don't try appear in my dream anymore... must not become reality...i was so depression and tears are drop off few drops...i really cannot control it...1st in time just know wanna call you...heard your voice...let me feel better...but you're rushing to hang off my call...will give me a call later...actually returning book just an excuse...just wanna date you come out having a simply lunch and see you then enough already...because next week you will went back hometown solving something's...probably per week at there...recently you keep busying things...maybe you don't have so much time to replying my every single message ...when you bothering something's i'm trying don't disturb...i know you're the one stubborn and independent on certain things don't willing people to help you or share with people...even though have a big problem on head...you just wanna solving alone ...knowing your personality  i have no choice...just hope you're can solving smoothly and sharing with me your things...sunshine...you can do it...cheer everyday...i will stay beside you quietly supporting and encourage you...just don't let problems surround you anymore..

Now i have no right and no qualifications..

I knew I had been touched 
by love...
the first time I saw you
and I felt your warmth
and heard your laughter.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I was hurting from
something that happened,
and you came alone
and made the hurt go away.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I quit making plans
with my friends
and started dreaming dreams
with you.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I stopped thinking in
terms of "me"
and started thinking in
terms of "we".

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when suddenly I couldn't make
decisions by myself anymore,
and I had this strong desire
to share everything with you.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
the first time we spent
alone together
and I knew I wanted to stay
with you forever...
because I had never felt
this touched by love.