The Last

Oct 27 2.56 a.m.

A day i insomnia again...doing nothing...Just had dinner McDonald ...but now start feel starving again..
Damn...going looking somethings to fill my tummy...Maggie mee my 1st choice...also is a best and instant ways...i'm really hungry right now...lazy going down to buy something's to eat...gosh ...how lazy i'm....seriously cannot stand myself sia...

Listening music while waiting the water boiling for my supper...hmm...not supper is breakfast ...anyways...i was feel tired and exhausted for looking room...wondering my budget not enough ...this month going finish and i cannot caught up every subject now...worried sia...only one month how to do...even assignment haven't start yet...faint 

Next month November please kind to me...let everything's can done smooth and soon.. God bless...
Really wanna study hard already...no point to waste any time...our time had limit...just left few month..
Maybe cannot see each other anymore...i was unhappy and don't know what to do...
Even thought just a while..i'm satisfied...every moment see your smiling face ...i'm trying to keep it all inside my great memories ...this moment just have you and me...  i like to listening your talking , i like you giving me advise, i like you giving me happy and so many things...

My heart is start to concern you everything's seriously...not for control you...just concern you at the side...I choose going without telling you...just hope you can enjoy with your friends...i not sad i not angry...because you have your right...i had no right to said...just knowing you wanna follow them...then better going back...i was shocked and feel happy when realize you're chasing me back...sorry didn't heard you calling me.

Everything's from me to you...just very simple..that's is you happy and happiness...then enough already...No matter how i just wanna bring you happy...not trying to make you down...Even though one day ,you have to go back beside your bf...i also will truly bless yours... at least have someone is understand you better than me and have common language with you ...let you easier to express yourself ...

I'm not a good person, may not be a good enough to you.

When i start to have feeling with you...i was planning our future already.

Yesterday saw your Fb have post a link  " The Last "
That's was really good video.
And now i also want to told you
BEFORE you how many girl i Love?
Answer is 5 .
Every relationship i'm not the one to said break up...
Maybe i'm not good enough to be their bf
But at last i have trying to save our relationship
ended up the result still the same
that's no way..

I really don't know what wrongs to me
Might is a birthday curse to make me a fool.

Next time if you wanna know my past i will told you...
If you were to check my hand phone one day, you will realize that yours will be the one and only name that appears in my inbox, sent messages and dialed numbers folder. For anything associated with you, is just too precious to be deleted away.