November 7th

Is time to update recent again...busying on assignment and moving house...Absolutely i was really tired on that...my face become worst than worst by day...face gonna be rotten...i don't want be that!!!
Seriously, i not dare seeing ppl eyes when chatting with friends...i was lose my confident anyway...
Because i was embarrassing and scare ppl look at my worst face...i don't know what to do...just try to control...

I was fear i become the one from few year ago... Everytime i have no mood and cannot concentrate at any area, everytime look at that will spoil my good day but  now atleast quickly done the assignment and hope can recover soon...don't expect too much...
Moving to new environment is quiet good...but in dept my heart still have some feel slight less something's
don't know how to explain 
just can feel

I get the answer from :

Saya cinta awak, saya sanggup tunggu awak lama-lama ...



To her ♥: 

Nobody is best, but you have to become the best in your own
keep practice your own...don't compare or challenge with other
the big challenging is yourself
fighting and learn
even though is wrongs, atleast u can learnt from wrongs
That's gain and no lose
Try to across your own difficult barrier
And make it better
You're the smart 
Don't feel you not enough good
If keep feel like that then you suppose to hardworking
Then you also can be someone you was envy their capable
Try yourself 
You have potential to be
Cheer gal 
You can make it
I believe