Restless

Restless day
Totally don't know what am i doing in today
Sigh
Bothering what?
Anxiety what?
No idea

Sometimes really hate myself
Why cannot be more active on certain thing's
Why so useless
Just now going outside walk a round 
Take a deep breath 
But seem like nothings 
My heart like less something's
Somethings is stuck on it

Tired for thinking
Tired for doing anything's
Tired for contact anyone
I just need to calm down my feel
Don't let this getting worst

That's all excuses
Honestly i just need someone can stand beside me
And talk to me
Understand me

I don't like be a emotional people
Just no choice and no time
All the thing's came to me at once
Let me feel so burden
So stress 
These day happening let my smile 
Far away from me

Off the Fb 
Give me some time to recover
I'm not unhappy to you
Anythings just only me willing to do for you
Even you chase me away
Not your wrongs

I just want to face to face
Chit-chat with you more
Spent the time with you
Like a Before