13/8/2013

This year i had met you second time
So glad to heard you can come back singapore
Atleast can see you
And get to know your currently is good or bad
This time heard you come singapore for a jobs
but unfortunately  you cannot get a job during the period of staying here
I was feel sorry and worry you
Sad because i plan to bring you go M'sia play around and maybe can help me celebrate my birthday
but you have to go back early so the plan are canceled

Worry because scared you not able used to it here working environment
might will let you feel stress and unhappy

Now you've decide what exactly you want
I also assent you working at there is better than here
since there is your home and family there
To you i think is good for you and your
family

I believe soon you will get a good jobs

But now you get a job
Don't confused
Just focus what you should to do
don't distraction by other thing's
I hopes you understand 
Once you decide what you want
Just be patient to continue it
It will be good for you

Fighting and look forward
Work with your passion
In future then plan others

Silly
All the best for you!!!

Life is short, break the Rules!!!

Latest post in Feb

Since that days joins to army from now
it was like almost have quiet long time never touch my blog already
hmm...near 2 month plus
I think so
Take this opportunity to express my this two months happening
Everytime come out from camp
It was so exhausted
Everyday wake up early
Everyday having physical training
Everyday energy likes going using over
Every night went back to bunk and not much time to do my stuff
Straight away going sleep

Everyday doing the same physical exercise
let me feel like cannot take it anymore
Everyday came back home
I will fall asleep easily
And will slept like a pig
Someone try to wake me up
But still not work
I think go through this series of army life
It's make my everything's 
From inner to outside slowly to changing
Behaviour,Attitude,thought,Disciplin
Until now have slightly going difference
Compare with before
It like going better

Althought the army life is exhausting and harder
But as long as i not give up easily 
I still have a bit hopes to achieve my dreams
Everyday i'm will telling myself everything's i can do it
And keep pushing myself look's forward
No matter result is what
At least i had try my best 

Since yesterday having the physical test
Heard my result
Now i knowing everything's what i had do in previously
why i put a lot effort on it in previously
How many perspiration i wasted 
It really really worth to me
Because in the test i get the Gold
It was my dreams
I was so excited and happy
I will keep carry on to put more effort to further more and high

Step by step reached this stage
I had get my diploma certification
Officially completed my studies
Now is time put fully concentrate on the army life
Not worried other thing's else
Let myself totally changing 
As good as possible
Be a better and strong man

After finished National Services 
I just want to fulfill commitment was giving to you by me
If after two years we still remember each other or know each other
And if the moment both of us still single...

Do you know
I miss you now
Just wanna to see you
But inside the camp
i control myself and emotion
And work hard to fight for our future
HAN 

If the moment we still can meet each other at the corner, i will holding your hand and said i love you <3 br="">

13/1/2013

Few week have not blogging my spaces
Because every time book out from the camp
I was really so exhausted 
Reached home is quite lazy to on my lappy
Even want blogging
Also don't want energy
Evey moment come out from camp
Since aboard to any transportation
I will fall asleep soon
Body and mind really uncontrollable
Maybe i need more time to recover myself
Seriously, 
Training in the camp is fun and entertain
But the one i don't like is too much activity 
Let me feel like no time to take a break 
Every activity is like non-stop 
After finish this and carry on to next activity
It might i not used yet

Later on need to book in 
Until now still feel sleepy 
some more Sore throat
This is a point 
So suffer and painful
Drink or eat also cannot
When swallow any drink and food 
Is so hard 


Hopefully can get well soon
This is my Sick week
No matter how
I also need to carry on
To be more strong and thoughtful

Don't cause have some problem and give up
I love my life
Even have slightly not perfect
But if have perseverance
Everything's wont not to beat you down easier

Every element around you
If you use a special eyes view to see 'that's' value 
You will realize
It have more people is helpless and pity than you
So right now you have to grateful currently what you have 
Don't too greedy and insist 
Strive to make progress

Everytime's i look at the sky, there have alot of airplane pass by from my camp and i was wonder when you will back here and when we can meet up again*