Merry Christmas

Hello Everyone's
Active my blogging 
Hand so itchy 
Long time didn't blogging
And sharing my feeling here

Today is a Christmas day
I believe everyone's is so excited and happiness
Including me
In this special festival
Also my 1st book out day's 
All stick together have fun and celebration it
Well
I'm the one too
I was thank have a day called Christmas
Because this is a days let me get out from camp
Steps out the places
Took a fresh air 
Looks around the atmosphere of Christmas carefully
Enjoying at that
Feeling is so good 
Maybe i stay inside the camp too long
I have no time to come out to look around
When i step out from the front of camp
Everything's is so fresh to me
And i love it


Since from the 1st days in army until now
That have 11 days already
Feel like time fly too fast
Unconsciousness i passed the 11 day's

So now talk about
What i doing in the army in these days
Hmm
Everyday woke up at 5 AM o'clock
Work out whole day until around  PM o'clock
This is so sick
Even the tast is so tough and tiring to me
But in the army
I have no choices
I have to follow the rules and obey the orders
As long as i have used it
But sometime it may let me feel exhausted
Because everyday's i needs to use alot of energy at that

But now i have starts to changes my mind set
And accept it 
Since i was here and need to staying 2 years
So within this 2 years i need to improve and achieve certain thing's
Before i left there
Think the good for myself
I have to be a best
Puts alot of effort and try to learns more and more's

Now i can feel i really have gain certain thing's in army
So from now 
Start to planning my next steps of life's
And look forward to 2013 with a possible thought
This is my destiny
I have responsibility and rights
To catches it by my own
Never say give up
Stay happy and go
YOU TOO SILLY

Merry Christmas to you =)

See you soon

Tomorrow will be my big days
The process of transforming ah boys to men
Sounds so serious 
Maybe should take out responsibility and spirit
To look forward in the camp already

Two years serving NS
May waste time
But from other angle to look upon
It will be more meaning
I should see it and enjoy the process from now
Not try to avoid
Be a real men in future

This is my mission 
Since i wanna get a PR
It will be under my expectation
For my future can get a better life
I should do that
No matter my wife is black or white
I just want to give her good life
This is my purpose to get PR here
My sense tell me i will stay here to develop my career 
 Maybe I will meet her at here
Since i plans to continue to studying
Everything's just hope so far so good
Until now

I have never giving up my dreams
Keep in touch
Fighting!!!
Christmas i may book out already 
I will looking for her
If she still were here

BYE my blogger 
See yours when i free and blogging again

P.s :
Everyday's just want to remember
No matter how bad days you have
Just try to smile and forget it
Every moment treat it with smile
Everything's will be smoothly too
No blaming people treat you not enough good
You should know what are you doing now
Look forward and live happiness
All the blast!!!

Tomorrow morning 9 need to go Tanah merah
Going sleep right now 
Bye =) 
See you soon...

Merry Christmas Silly  =)

Blank

Last time we meet each other
Last time saw her smiling face
Last time closer her
Last movie we watching
Last moment we walking together
Last sentence we talk with each other

Ending is silently going back by each other

I'm trying to fight more of time for us
But it doesn't work
Okay...i'm not forcing anymore
She keep rejected
I have to follow
That's mean i have nothing to said anymore
Just thought have chances stay there have a whole night time to express something's to her
But now i think that's not necessary anymore
She may not want to listen it
May feel annoying
By the ways,
Just hope she could have a job earlier
Solve her problem quickly
Even i really not too clear your thing's
Although happening this thing's
I think someone will help her soon
I didn't mention the people

Besides i have no right to said
I'm not the one concerned by her
Maybe
After movie
Just realize the story situation
Is quiet similar like a reality of mine
It's a coincidence?
Or trying to hint me
Is time to...

I really not dare to think further more
Since she walk out from my eyesight
And the moment she aboard the train
I really have lose everything's
Just not brave to seeing she leaving
I just have a moment and memories with her
Just enough
Really enough
To me
I not greed to have the thing's are not belong to me
Bless her happiness
Happiest thing's is look at yours love found a true happiness
She happy i happy too
We might no chances anymore
Pham thi phuong han (yan) all the best in ur future
I believe you can do it !!!
Good luck
Hope her can know this

Do you still rmb 1st time we meet?



Goodbye...2012 This year we have our fate to meet each other and have a good time...i really glad to had it...but good moment usually does not last long...in today 10 DEC 2012 is our fate to separate...

Thanks for the gift and last ticket stub will accompany besides me all the time when i miss you  =' )

Not longer

9 DEC 2012

We have didn't spent this few days together 
Feel disappointed
Sigh
Really don't know what to do
Tiring of think 


Last night have fun with colleagues 
Thanks yours spends the time on me help me farewell
And make me feel better
I admit 
Ytd I'm in not good mood
But lucky have yours accompany me
Yours trying to consume me drink more
But end up
Is yours get drunk not me
Funny
I know my limit of drink
And won't cross the limit 
Unless have something's really make me crazy
Sometimes get drunk not a good things
Because it just will let you feel suffer and helpless
Embarrassing
Additional i'm the guy have to responsibility 
So must take care around my friends
Don't let anyone get hurt 

Thanks again
Next time when i book out we should finish our bottle!!!
Yeah

Tomorrow is my last paper
God bless me
Let me finish it
And set me Freedom
Tired go out walk around and stop here

My days not longer anymore...just hope you closer me and tell me everything's before i go in*

Last chances

Following day by day passed
Now is 6th DEC 2012
Distance my days still left 7 days
However
Now still left the last paper to go
The one is not too confident and fear
Really no idea on it
Just hope this few days can do some revision
Can let me understood something's

This is my last semester 
Don't hopes getting back the same case like last time
The feeling
Is worst and down
Last chances to study
Last chances to meet her
Seriously is last chances...


Still have 4 days for us
Treasure the days we had
Sometimes really hopes stay with her in this days
Spent the might last 4 days together
Get a last good memories
Because i know when i go army
We really don't have much of time to meet each other
Even thought cannot text each other anymore
Maybe just like after one or two years
She may getting married with the guy

Follow him moving to other places
Enjoy her life
Everything's
She will said i too negative
Sounds like the end of the worlds
But 
Do you know?
When you really care about the people
Everyday can hear she calling your name
One days
She disappear and you cannot heard the familiar sound
What do you feel?

Sigh
Forget it
Everything's just a false appearance

Just spent the 4 days with peace
Hopes...

Losing you
To Me
Is like the end of the worlds♥