Merry Christmas

Hello Everyone's
Active my blogging 
Hand so itchy 
Long time didn't blogging
And sharing my feeling here

Today is a Christmas day
I believe everyone's is so excited and happiness
Including me
In this special festival
Also my 1st book out day's 
All stick together have fun and celebration it
Well
I'm the one too
I was thank have a day called Christmas
Because this is a days let me get out from camp
Steps out the places
Took a fresh air 
Looks around the atmosphere of Christmas carefully
Enjoying at that
Feeling is so good 
Maybe i stay inside the camp too long
I have no time to come out to look around
When i step out from the front of camp
Everything's is so fresh to me
And i love it


Since from the 1st days in army until now
That have 11 days already
Feel like time fly too fast
Unconsciousness i passed the 11 day's

So now talk about
What i doing in the army in these days
Hmm
Everyday woke up at 5 AM o'clock
Work out whole day until around  PM o'clock
This is so sick
Even the tast is so tough and tiring to me
But in the army
I have no choices
I have to follow the rules and obey the orders
As long as i have used it
But sometime it may let me feel exhausted
Because everyday's i needs to use alot of energy at that

But now i have starts to changes my mind set
And accept it 
Since i was here and need to staying 2 years
So within this 2 years i need to improve and achieve certain thing's
Before i left there
Think the good for myself
I have to be a best
Puts alot of effort and try to learns more and more's

Now i can feel i really have gain certain thing's in army
So from now 
Start to planning my next steps of life's
And look forward to 2013 with a possible thought
This is my destiny
I have responsibility and rights
To catches it by my own
Never say give up
Stay happy and go
YOU TOO SILLY

Merry Christmas to you =)

See you soon

Tomorrow will be my big days
The process of transforming ah boys to men
Sounds so serious 
Maybe should take out responsibility and spirit
To look forward in the camp already

Two years serving NS
May waste time
But from other angle to look upon
It will be more meaning
I should see it and enjoy the process from now
Not try to avoid
Be a real men in future

This is my mission 
Since i wanna get a PR
It will be under my expectation
For my future can get a better life
I should do that
No matter my wife is black or white
I just want to give her good life
This is my purpose to get PR here
My sense tell me i will stay here to develop my career 
 Maybe I will meet her at here
Since i plans to continue to studying
Everything's just hope so far so good
Until now

I have never giving up my dreams
Keep in touch
Fighting!!!
Christmas i may book out already 
I will looking for her
If she still were here

BYE my blogger 
See yours when i free and blogging again

P.s :
Everyday's just want to remember
No matter how bad days you have
Just try to smile and forget it
Every moment treat it with smile
Everything's will be smoothly too
No blaming people treat you not enough good
You should know what are you doing now
Look forward and live happiness
All the blast!!!

Tomorrow morning 9 need to go Tanah merah
Going sleep right now 
Bye =) 
See you soon...

Merry Christmas Silly  =)

Blank

Last time we meet each other
Last time saw her smiling face
Last time closer her
Last movie we watching
Last moment we walking together
Last sentence we talk with each other

Ending is silently going back by each other

I'm trying to fight more of time for us
But it doesn't work
Okay...i'm not forcing anymore
She keep rejected
I have to follow
That's mean i have nothing to said anymore
Just thought have chances stay there have a whole night time to express something's to her
But now i think that's not necessary anymore
She may not want to listen it
May feel annoying
By the ways,
Just hope she could have a job earlier
Solve her problem quickly
Even i really not too clear your thing's
Although happening this thing's
I think someone will help her soon
I didn't mention the people

Besides i have no right to said
I'm not the one concerned by her
Maybe
After movie
Just realize the story situation
Is quiet similar like a reality of mine
It's a coincidence?
Or trying to hint me
Is time to...

I really not dare to think further more
Since she walk out from my eyesight
And the moment she aboard the train
I really have lose everything's
Just not brave to seeing she leaving
I just have a moment and memories with her
Just enough
Really enough
To me
I not greed to have the thing's are not belong to me
Bless her happiness
Happiest thing's is look at yours love found a true happiness
She happy i happy too
We might no chances anymore
Pham thi phuong han (yan) all the best in ur future
I believe you can do it !!!
Good luck
Hope her can know this

Do you still rmb 1st time we meet?



Goodbye...2012 This year we have our fate to meet each other and have a good time...i really glad to had it...but good moment usually does not last long...in today 10 DEC 2012 is our fate to separate...

Thanks for the gift and last ticket stub will accompany besides me all the time when i miss you  =' )

Not longer

9 DEC 2012

We have didn't spent this few days together 
Feel disappointed
Sigh
Really don't know what to do
Tiring of think 


Last night have fun with colleagues 
Thanks yours spends the time on me help me farewell
And make me feel better
I admit 
Ytd I'm in not good mood
But lucky have yours accompany me
Yours trying to consume me drink more
But end up
Is yours get drunk not me
Funny
I know my limit of drink
And won't cross the limit 
Unless have something's really make me crazy
Sometimes get drunk not a good things
Because it just will let you feel suffer and helpless
Embarrassing
Additional i'm the guy have to responsibility 
So must take care around my friends
Don't let anyone get hurt 

Thanks again
Next time when i book out we should finish our bottle!!!
Yeah

Tomorrow is my last paper
God bless me
Let me finish it
And set me Freedom
Tired go out walk around and stop here

My days not longer anymore...just hope you closer me and tell me everything's before i go in*

Last chances

Following day by day passed
Now is 6th DEC 2012
Distance my days still left 7 days
However
Now still left the last paper to go
The one is not too confident and fear
Really no idea on it
Just hope this few days can do some revision
Can let me understood something's

This is my last semester 
Don't hopes getting back the same case like last time
The feeling
Is worst and down
Last chances to study
Last chances to meet her
Seriously is last chances...


Still have 4 days for us
Treasure the days we had
Sometimes really hopes stay with her in this days
Spent the might last 4 days together
Get a last good memories
Because i know when i go army
We really don't have much of time to meet each other
Even thought cannot text each other anymore
Maybe just like after one or two years
She may getting married with the guy

Follow him moving to other places
Enjoy her life
Everything's
She will said i too negative
Sounds like the end of the worlds
But 
Do you know?
When you really care about the people
Everyday can hear she calling your name
One days
She disappear and you cannot heard the familiar sound
What do you feel?

Sigh
Forget it
Everything's just a false appearance

Just spent the 4 days with peace
Hopes...

Losing you
To Me
Is like the end of the worlds♥

Christmas

Raining day 
Days's were covered by a grey cloud with drizzle 
Hovering the roads we had pass through before
Suddenly let me recall previous moment's 
Any moment together with you
Somehow mouth uncontrollable and smile
Did everything's with a good mood

Finally satisfaction my results
Everything's have done on time
Maybe somewhere not too perfect
At least this have different with before
These day's effort 
Just think can been help something's
After she knew
Don't getting upset  
I only simply for helping
Don't have other purpose

Listening the Christmas song at anywhere
This signs are telling me
Christmas is coming soon
But to me
That't time i  might still stay at inside
May not celebrated with you
Before she travel i have a plans
Wait her coming back
She will know what happening
Hopes she will like
What i had done for her

I likes to touch your face when you fall asleep *

Will you marry me?

Sometime's human being very annoying
The most abominable emotional is jealous
That such a big critical at every single thing's
If yourself also hope can be like that
Seriously this ill we have no ways to cured 

I'm the one who've jealous easier with no reason
Weird human
Coincidence meet my old school friends at outsides
He was bring his daughter and wife going shopping
What a good and happiness scene appear in front of me
We have a chat awhile and he introduce his family to me
OMG

Shocked 
Jealous besides friends is getting married at my ages
Some more have a daughter already 
KIll Me PLZ!!! 


Since we holding each other hands and step into church that's moment
I believe Most of the guys are prepared to role a good husband in future
Most of them will be more mature and motivate 
Everything's placed family at 1st
Give her wife have a better living
Sacrifice them entertainment time 
Stay at home accompany his family

After married he will realize and understand what is important to him
What his seeking for?

Just now at his status saw this:

"Before, my pursuit of perfection ... most seek higher incomes and living ...

Greedy, what each wanted. But the more I pursue, life is even more difficult, anything and did not have enough ... after living more and more down and out, almost collapsed.

My wife ... in the most difficult of my life with me, by my side no matter what happens. At this time I was aware of ... I have nothing, why she is still with me? Reason is because she loves me ...

I did not know, in fact, too ordinary, love becomes more shiny. I give up everything to pursue ... want ordinary work, raise a family, eat, sleep. I really better off than before the mind richer, more practical.

In order to live up to their own, not the pursuit of success, but to grasp happiness.
So advise all people who love each other, a closer look at each other, understand each other's intention for you to pay and change, happy go."


What a touched story
Since i know the guy is not consider too much
Just seeking a high standard  life and earn money
 But now he was change his mind
Change his lifestyle
Everything's be simply and satisfy 
My heart was be indecisive
His story are slight have a impulse me
Have a idea to get married right now
LMAO

I know this won't happen in life
Just imagine if if if if if...
IF MY WISH COME TRUE
I will bring her take a wedding album at here too
I think you wearing the gown called "Ao Dai" is so beautiful look like the girl
Happiness and enjoying
But all of the thing's just can imagine and hopes...

What a good view to take our memories here*

Hold your hand tightly just don't want let you go*

I will love you  forever and give you a hug when you need me*

Stand at your position

Hey silly girl, this moment are you sleep already?
Tonight I think you had slept very sweet
No need like everyday worry couldn't sleep 
And keep rolling on the bed

Hmm...today feels free
Start help to cleaning the house
Decoration the house
Let it look more cleanness and more fresh
But now still processing
Haven't done yet
Hopefully she come back don't feel surprised
Haha

lying on the my beds 
Stand at you position
Start to think
To keep asking myself and think about your situation 
Secrets?
Everyone's behind assuredly have a big secret cannot told other people
Included is me
If someone didn't tell me the truth
Can i compliant or blaming it?
Of course can't !!!

You didn't sharing secrets with peoples
Why people need to told you 
However,those behind the story 
Peoples have a reason 
Select to keep it themself

Perhaps is protects her family
Don't want to let them worried too much
And try her best to give a good repay to them
Enjoy the rest entire life
After all just thinking give them enjoy
Since parent have paid effort to feed us
We had grow up
And know how to take care ourself
It is time to reduce their hard and pay back 
Following our age keep rise year by year
We will start to worried about it
Career , Mate , Money
Is you're girl
And you're in a complicated situation and don't know what to do
Important is looking a capable & can help you alot of spouse
And let him take care of you and your family
Stay together happiness

Is me too obtuse 
Didn't realize the hint you had tell me before
Brain too simply 
Cannot respond on time
Sigh
Stupid me!!!

The 1st handmade flowers have done by me

Just hope her like it =)

without you

Another night blogging with squint mini eyes -.-

Exhausted body and aching anywhere

Gosh

Yesterday sleep at 5 and wake up at 7 morning

Crazy man

Early wake up for someone is okay

Thought can sending her going airport

But end up

I was give her refused

She said she's not a children will take care herself

Suddenly i speechless with it

Yesterday asking me going together if i feel free

But next days change mind said don't want

I Knowing you well

That's why just follow what you want

And select don't send her

After that's went to school and taking bus 

For some activity event

Lucky today weather not bad

Still is a good days been East Coast to cycling

Game is group of people cycling together and follow the instrution to play together

Even leg is going break and some more heavy rain during activities

That's is really fun and funny

As expected we won a 1st runner

Because the team have me  (Thick faces)

And as expected know what is prize of 1st runner

(Worth $80 NTUC Voucher )

As a Mis student. 

Confirm will know what is that Prizes.

When reached home i wish can sleep right now

But i was afraid the pest to bite me

These days really unlucky keep give the pest bite 

the whole of body so itchy and getting red already

Sigh

This timing stay alone at this house

feel not accustomed to

Someone is going overseas

Today no places for me rest 

And don't have someone to accompany chatting

Cannot look at your slept soundly looks

That's was so adorable

Talk with you and keep looking at you 

Petting your hair and face

Use my hand to describe look of you

For put you in my mind

Never forget

Yesterday night also can feel have something's petting my head also

Don't know what happening 

Maybe is a dream ?

Tonight will be a lonely night

 bedside is less her

Just only can imagine 

OMG

Really cannot tahan anymore

Really want to fall asleep already

Blogging until here 1st

Morrow feel free and update this post

Since i was tired just type anything's rubbish

 

Reality

From suspecting to reality

Feel myself is fool

Early morning moody is outbreak 

Sorry

Not don't want to tell the truth

Because i'm the one

Not usual to sharing with people my personal thing's

Even though is my best friends 

I like typing out my feeling in somewhere

Or written at notes inside 

Remind me all the past happening 

Sometimes alone keep it

Better than don't let beside my friends get troubles

I think that not necessary to me

I'm know myself 

Know how to control as well

When realize i'm moody

I will move out everything's happy moment

And borrow it to forget my moody

It may a stupid ways

But this is useful for me

Something's already confirm  

Not a good time to said 

I don't asking too much

I have nothing 

No qualify to have now

Just with a little hope

Fool

I Do

Until the last day saw you 
The rest after 2 year and talk
Look forward and preparing my thing's

Moon

Well, listening soft music and thinking today what should i write
Actually today didn't have any blogging mood
But somehow have a thing's let me feeling good
That's is chit-chat with a silly all the days
Satisfactions and cheer her up

Coming these days she will going to looking her dreams
But how about my dream?
Do you have ever ask me?
Just Only using 2 words
My dream was mix with simply and happiness
Hmm...how to Said?
Such like Cloud and Rainbow
If Cloud does't have Rainbow exists it
That's like be short something's
But they still have their special and mystery feel
Let us surprise and unexpected
Or Other saying
At the darkness Sky
Just only have a brightly moon hanging alone on sky
Doesn't have any star to accompany with it
The View is not much beautiful 
And Change another ways to think about it
The moon may not have star accompany it
Atleast still have a uncounted pair of eyes looking with it
Accompany Moon until all the night
You may are the one of pair of eyes too
Even thought Cannot be Great beautiful views
But have someones willing to accompany
That's was a great days

Not Trying to forcing people
Just let them choosing 
What they want
No matter how long
Be a special and unique
Inside your heart

Restless

Restless day
Totally don't know what am i doing in today
Sigh
Bothering what?
Anxiety what?
No idea

Sometimes really hate myself
Why cannot be more active on certain thing's
Why so useless
Just now going outside walk a round 
Take a deep breath 
But seem like nothings 
My heart like less something's
Somethings is stuck on it

Tired for thinking
Tired for doing anything's
Tired for contact anyone
I just need to calm down my feel
Don't let this getting worst

That's all excuses
Honestly i just need someone can stand beside me
And talk to me
Understand me

I don't like be a emotional people
Just no choice and no time
All the thing's came to me at once
Let me feel so burden
So stress 
These day happening let my smile 
Far away from me

Off the Fb 
Give me some time to recover
I'm not unhappy to you
Anythings just only me willing to do for you
Even you chase me away
Not your wrongs

I just want to face to face
Chit-chat with you more
Spent the time with you
Like a Before

28days

This is coincidence or manage by God
For avoid appear in your sight 
I was choose another side we're not used to walk back
But surprising both of us are meet up at same way and same timing
That's time both of us are not sure izzit have recognize wrong people onot 
The end we are sure don't have recognize wrongly
When we meet up each other
That's atmosphere is so funny and look surprise



28 days to go army...really don't have other way to defer anymore
I must face the fact...and awakes...cannot living under dream anymore
That's was nothing useful for me seriously
Need to pull out from here right now
2 years just hope can finish quickly 
And returning live with a normal life

At this period may have alot changing
time is not waiting anyone
We have to treasure anyone besides us
No matter the world is changing so fast
We still can remember the happiness moment we had
Won't forget in this life

I was glad to have this moment
I need thank you do alot of things for me
End up i just know 
That's have problem on me
By the way
This will keep on my hearts forever and ever
Won't forget
Until i die

Nov 10

Before lying on my bed
I couldn't sleep yet
Everyone have their problem or bothering at this moment
I think so
Not only me
went downstairs sat on the seat and let myself calm down
Since i moving here 
i was start to get used here

These days, received a letter from army
13th DEC 2012
When i saw it
I was stunned an shocked
How come will be like this
I really cannot accept it
To me is a big hits 
I haven't done my course and i have a plan
This is over my expected
Seriously i need to defer it
Besides my hearts was not prepared yet
Thought i still have few months to get in

Today i had calling them
Now just take a patient to waiting a good news
Hopefully this don't ruin my plans
Everything's will be under my plan please

One more months to go
30 days to go
I will finished my course
Have to keep it up to revision right now
Otherwise no time to do

After 30 days
How about us?
Would we can continue keep in touch
Or
Split to two destination ?

Faith or fate
I don't know
I just know i'm care about you
I miss you... 

November 7th

Is time to update recent again...busying on assignment and moving house...Absolutely i was really tired on that...my face become worst than worst by day...face gonna be rotten...i don't want be that!!!
Seriously, i not dare seeing ppl eyes when chatting with friends...i was lose my confident anyway...
Because i was embarrassing and scare ppl look at my worst face...i don't know what to do...just try to control...

I was fear i become the one from few year ago... Everytime i have no mood and cannot concentrate at any area, everytime look at that will spoil my good day but  now atleast quickly done the assignment and hope can recover soon...don't expect too much...
Moving to new environment is quiet good...but in dept my heart still have some feel slight less something's
don't know how to explain 
just can feel

I get the answer from :

Saya cinta awak, saya sanggup tunggu awak lama-lama ...



To her ♥: 

Nobody is best, but you have to become the best in your own
keep practice your own...don't compare or challenge with other
the big challenging is yourself
fighting and learn
even though is wrongs, atleast u can learnt from wrongs
That's gain and no lose
Try to across your own difficult barrier
And make it better
You're the smart 
Don't feel you not enough good
If keep feel like that then you suppose to hardworking
Then you also can be someone you was envy their capable
Try yourself 
You have potential to be
Cheer gal 
You can make it
I believe

The Last

Oct 27 2.56 a.m.

A day i insomnia again...doing nothing...Just had dinner McDonald ...but now start feel starving again..
Damn...going looking somethings to fill my tummy...Maggie mee my 1st choice...also is a best and instant ways...i'm really hungry right now...lazy going down to buy something's to eat...gosh ...how lazy i'm....seriously cannot stand myself sia...

Listening music while waiting the water boiling for my supper...hmm...not supper is breakfast ...anyways...i was feel tired and exhausted for looking room...wondering my budget not enough ...this month going finish and i cannot caught up every subject now...worried sia...only one month how to do...even assignment haven't start yet...faint 

Next month November please kind to me...let everything's can done smooth and soon.. God bless...
Really wanna study hard already...no point to waste any time...our time had limit...just left few month..
Maybe cannot see each other anymore...i was unhappy and don't know what to do...
Even thought just a while..i'm satisfied...every moment see your smiling face ...i'm trying to keep it all inside my great memories ...this moment just have you and me...  i like to listening your talking , i like you giving me advise, i like you giving me happy and so many things...

My heart is start to concern you everything's seriously...not for control you...just concern you at the side...I choose going without telling you...just hope you can enjoy with your friends...i not sad i not angry...because you have your right...i had no right to said...just knowing you wanna follow them...then better going back...i was shocked and feel happy when realize you're chasing me back...sorry didn't heard you calling me.

Everything's from me to you...just very simple..that's is you happy and happiness...then enough already...No matter how i just wanna bring you happy...not trying to make you down...Even though one day ,you have to go back beside your bf...i also will truly bless yours... at least have someone is understand you better than me and have common language with you ...let you easier to express yourself ...

I'm not a good person, may not be a good enough to you.

When i start to have feeling with you...i was planning our future already.

Yesterday saw your Fb have post a link  " The Last "
That's was really good video.
And now i also want to told you
BEFORE you how many girl i Love?
Answer is 5 .
Every relationship i'm not the one to said break up...
Maybe i'm not good enough to be their bf
But at last i have trying to save our relationship
ended up the result still the same
that's no way..

I really don't know what wrongs to me
Might is a birthday curse to make me a fool.

Next time if you wanna know my past i will told you...
If you were to check my hand phone one day, you will realize that yours will be the one and only name that appears in my inbox, sent messages and dialed numbers folder. For anything associated with you, is just too precious to be deleted away.

IMY

IMY = I Miss You


Since you left my sight...i start to thinking about you...
Ytd went back hometown...i never received any news from you 
Even single message also didn't reply me

Really don't know 
do i have chances with you?
do i have occupy your heart?
do you accept me?

sometimes i hopes answer can be more directly
I don't want anythings bring to me from you
I'm not greedy
Just only want your hearts
that's was glad things for me

Next month going moving house
hopefully everything's going smooth
next month new environment ,new mood, new started..

Oct 6 2012

Oct 6 2012 

A day i awake from scary dream relating with you...I hate this...don't try appear in my dream anymore... must not become reality...i was so depression and tears are drop off few drops...i really cannot control it...1st in time just know wanna call you...heard your voice...let me feel better...but you're rushing to hang off my call...will give me a call later...actually returning book just an excuse...just wanna date you come out having a simply lunch and see you then enough already...because next week you will went back hometown solving something's...probably per week at there...recently you keep busying things...maybe you don't have so much time to replying my every single message ...when you bothering something's i'm trying don't disturb...i know you're the one stubborn and independent on certain things don't willing people to help you or share with people...even though have a big problem on head...you just wanna solving alone ...knowing your personality  i have no choice...just hope you're can solving smoothly and sharing with me your things...sunshine...you can do it...cheer everyday...i will stay beside you quietly supporting and encourage you...just don't let problems surround you anymore..

Now i have no right and no qualifications..

I knew I had been touched 
by love...
the first time I saw you
and I felt your warmth
and heard your laughter.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I was hurting from
something that happened,
and you came alone
and made the hurt go away.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I quit making plans
with my friends
and started dreaming dreams
with you.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when I stopped thinking in
terms of "me"
and started thinking in
terms of "we".

I knew I had been touched
by love...
when suddenly I couldn't make
decisions by myself anymore,
and I had this strong desire
to share everything with you.

I knew I had been touched
by love...
the first time we spent
alone together
and I knew I wanted to stay
with you forever...
because I had never felt
this touched by love.

Sorry...

Remaining 48day's ...why i'm so mind to keep remind how many day's i left...because that's was a day's we will seperate to different parts of the world...I really fear and nervous we cannot meet each other anymore...i'm here apologize to you..this few days I really had bad emotional ...even though you trying to make a joke to let cheer me up...but i'm trying and trying...but my hearts didn't have any mood to wanna smiling...sorry...Han...seriously,i not dare to told you everything's through my mouth...worried after know the truth you will far away from me...Maybe i not that's good enough and capability to gave your any promise any happiness at now...but...gave me few year..i can did it!!! Currently i just hope can see your smiling face and received your any single message in the next continue day's then to me good enough already..Time up. don't move!!! This was what i hopes. I want to treasure any moment and stay with you as much as possible...memories forever and ever...Han or Hao? To me have Han beside me..motivate me...that's much pretty good in my life. Don't feel regret...I'm willing !!! Do u heard me ?

Han...

Hey today feel free coming to update my blogger awhile...recently i was worried like a mad...I couldn't received any message from her...maybe she went back her hometown or going china,It drives me everyday insomnia and going crazy soon...really don't know what should to do...make me thinking too much.The feeling like someone were important to you...suddenly the people is like disappear on your life...you're afraid to lost and forever couldn't see each other anymore...I have a strange feeling or habits? Even now i also not too sure what is that's...everything's is judge by my heart following by my heart to go though...if my heartbeat is increasing rapidly that's mean you position inside my heart is most important...i have no choice to changing...because this's my true feeling and natural responding. Just sometime replying me even is only one message...At least can conform my heart going to clam down let me feel better...don't let me feel very hard to breathing...i was tired. These day you not around here...i just can keep working to reduce to thinking too much...i'm not to blaming you...just wanna you know i'm really care about u... Do you know i'm waiting you? Han...

Day by day

Wed Aug 16 1AM

 the day was really meaningful and awesome...morning have been get a good news and inform by top management ...my appeal finally get to approval!!! I can putting down a heavy burden from my heart already..since i was caught by consider cheating until now...i'm damn worried about that case...even though cannot sleep well and insomnia..now feeling feel good and just wanna relax awhile and continues carry on fighting my study. Hopefully everything's will be alright.

That's day to me so unforgetful .. we're crazy during midnight..we have home can slept but we choose overnight at outside..this kind of action really let people hard to get what we want and speechless. Anyway i'm really enjoying so much but someone looks like a vampire so pale and exhausted..but she still don't willing to get back home and said wanna 'gong tong jin tui' with me and said cannot leave me alone. Even though how i persuade her and push her go back...but she still stubborn at there ignore what i saying to her..look at she so determine i have no ways to reject her..That time we sharing our past story and comfort each other..

every ours conversation sound so funny make us laughing non stop...

during our chatting weather is changing so fast suddenly feel so windy make us wanna freezing. 

Even have strong windy it's never break down our chatting. We still can chatting until forgetting the whole world just only have both of us...sound so overstate sia.. I'm not feel cold anymore, inside my heart was warming because have her beside me.

i have to said she's really is a silly girl =)  

today we have share a lot of thing's ...

hopefully you can get what i mean...

just wanna told u...

I Like You From Now

TEE-HEE =）

Officially 21st =)

Huat Huat Huat!!! Re-active my small small space for store my small small secrettssssss..

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Few days ago..i'm officially 21 year old..what does mean 21? The stages be a real adults. Stages for considering to grew up and facing problem alone.don't depending on parent anymore..  Is time to thinking probably and planning future wisely. I'm curious how to be a real man should need be mature and more independent...everything's can handle by own. But now my condition is i'm still dragging my stupid mood on this year..How many per cent i have chances to changes my childish mind and playful action to greet my new life from this year as fast as possible? Do i have time to reborn to refreshing everything's on my mind? Everything's started from new, forget past look forward my journey. I don't willing let people look down at me...but i don't have any motivation to drive me to go forward..doesn't have patient and concentrate to focus on my studies..sometime i will advise people how to do...but i'm don't know.. talk forever is easier to take a action is so complicated ...i was fear i couldn't achieve what i want in future..suddenly i'm lost my ways...Lot of problems try to looking for me...Specially is tomorrow problems..giving me a heavy burden and pressure..finally tomorrow can get the answer from admin...hopefully can be appeal successful...i really don't so much time to waste.

Recently i have a closer friends...she's Vietnamese...Name phoebe...however we're from difference country have bit difference culture..but that's doesn't matter to us... we have endless of topic to talk with each other. The point is we using English inside our conversation..even though we have a broken English.. Everytime we meet up each other have to chit-chit non stop. Haha..I was glad have her besides me supporting me and make me cheer everyday when we were stick together. Honestly , i have special feeling with her..but i really to dare to told her...scared our relationship to good become worst. I have no idea what should to do..to me she really is a good girl..hmm..my mind sudden pop out the words can suit to describe her..she's blur,humorous，independent, mature, pretty, kind, cheerful, playful, naughty and bla bla bla...at the moment don't know need to use how long describe character she had ..she really have a lot of weird action or behavior let me surprise and shocked..sometimes i was speechless with her..keep disturb me when she's free...but i do let her disturb me.. If i have chances and possible please giving me  years to fighting my career and  take care of u...did u willing to waiting of me ? YES I DO 

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！！Just imagine ！！..haha... This my secret your must help me keep it =) This my 21st  birthday wishes!